The Mr.Sunrise...its me

I think I just notice it...or maybe not when Im in a bad mood I always ask someone out to have some coffee with me,and after have a cup of coffee,I always feels better or maybe because I bring the right companion that can make me feel better,well whatever the important thing is Im feeling better.
hey.
these past two days.. i hardly feel a thing.. iono whatsupwiththat.. i cant feel my feet touching the ground, my heart is thumping like a mad horse, i cant even catch up my own beat.. the end is coming, maybe this is a death note.
well, i guess, in the end, we all starts thinkin about the beginning.. it's been great knowing you all, enough despise

"the end of the world is coming
and im going to have unfinished business.

if today be the day that i die,
then tomorrow is just another day i will never see"
hello.

is there anyone there?

is it just me for being small or the universe got so big?
I always think maybe sunrise is better than sunset (not because my name is Fajar(means Dawn)) because I always love to start something but I hate when its already end.

My story from a million years ago

Hi, its been a very long time since my last post is it?haha

lets see there so many story since then,I got a story from a million years

i don't think i can tell all here

lets see I'll make it in brief

last year I finally find my sun that can light everyday in my life, I was very happy back then although you know every we got a hapiness that mean we sacrifice something to get it,in this case i think i make a great sacrifice and i regret my choice (yea regret always came last).

And then finally by haloween last year my sun already gone and the only one that shine upon now is a million stars and I think its brighter than my previous sun though I was really greatfull there was a sun upon me. Thank you that was an amazing summer for me (i know it was not for you).

In my darkest night sometimes I think i must move on, Can't be like this forever...now its not a love case again

I'm applying for something that I think against my way of life yea to be a head for some people though I know I can't even lead myself, but like they say,no pain no gain.

In this phase I learn so many thing, like how to control my emotion,how to deal with others,and how to solve an internal conflict without being selfish.

but in here I was blessed with 6 beautiful angels, and 1 wise man, who always understand my condition I was really greatfull to have them in my side even only a few weeks, but you thought me a lot of things that open my eyes to every different thing

but still nothing last forever,

but thank you for the quality time

lets do it again

it was fun,

lets hang out again sometimes,

in a limitless time,

on a countless chance

I don't know

I don't know whats with you??

Please just forgive me

I will not do it again

pleaassseeee beb...

I watch "crayon shinchan" this morning

guess what??

I learn something from shinchan's father

in the noon shinchan accidentally saw nanako-neechan with a guy

he think its her boys

later she came to shinchan house with her friend

and talk about marriage

and he think it will be nanako-neechan and his friend

then shinchan talk with his father in the bath-tub

and his father said

"If you really love nanako-neechan you should let her happy"

and then shincan ask,"Why is men life have to be rough like this??"

"Yes,you notice now men life is really tough,and thats is something made a man is a man,you must accept it"

I think it was right...

Pensez-vous ainsi??

Parfois, cartoon vraiment inspirant ^^

Quand je rate ma soeur

its 00.07 AM

suddenly...

Ma soeur me manque tellement

Shes on Saudi Arabia now,on Umroh

Usually I always talk with her in the night

But its been...4 days(maybe)

she'll be back in 2 week

but i don't know,she said she is going to Bangkok after Umroh...

I hope she didn't forgot to bring a souvenir for me ^^

Aww c'mon hurry up and back to indonesia

Im so loneley without you...

my sweetie little sist ^^

~Tu me manques~

When everyone back to me

that time...

one by one they are leaving me...

leave me alone...

they don't care about how I feel

the important thing is "we're done here"

mais maintenant...

un par un

ils à moi

and act like nothing happen

after all this pain I had

They didn't show any regret

and easily say "Hey,how are you?"

メリ...

たこ...

アイラ

now they back to my life...

Mais pour l'instant, je préfère...

メリ!!!

Pour revenir avec moi

celle que j'ai l'amour cher

~Dearly Beloved~

Guest what creature

Is there anyone of you can understand this creature??

I really don’t get it…

Sometimes they’re really sweet and kind like an angel

But somehow they can turn into cruel and violence like a devil

They are unpredictable

They can be warm as in spring

And also can be cold as ice

What they say sometimes is different with their heart

Some of them have a pride and honor

They will take their way when everything feels wrong

I tried so hard to make they mine,

But its so hard

They say they just wanted me

And I’m not sure

Cuz I don’t know

What,Who, and how they are

Yup what else?

In japanesse they are called “Shoujo”