The Mr.Sunrise...its me

I think I just notice it...or maybe not when Im in a bad mood I always ask someone out to have some coffee with me,and after have a cup of coffee,I always feels better or maybe because I bring the right companion that can make me feel better,well whatever the important thing is Im feeling better.
hey.
these past two days.. i hardly feel a thing.. iono whatsupwiththat.. i cant feel my feet touching the ground, my heart is thumping like a mad horse, i cant even catch up my own beat.. the end is coming, maybe this is a death note.
well, i guess, in the end, we all starts thinkin about the beginning.. it's been great knowing you all, enough despise

"the end of the world is coming
and im going to have unfinished business.

if today be the day that i die,
then tomorrow is just another day i will never see"
hello.

is there anyone there?

is it just me for being small or the universe got so big?
I always think maybe sunrise is better than sunset (not because my name is Fajar(means Dawn)) because I always love to start something but I hate when its already end.

My story from a million years ago

Hi, its been a very long time since my last post is it?haha

lets see there so many story since then,I got a story from a million years

i don't think i can tell all here

lets see I'll make it in brief

last year I finally find my sun that can light everyday in my life, I was very happy back then although you know every we got a hapiness that mean we sacrifice something to get it,in this case i think i make a great sacrifice and i regret my choice (yea regret always came last).

And then finally by haloween last year my sun already gone and the only one that shine upon now is a million stars and I think its brighter than my previous sun though I was really greatfull there was a sun upon me. Thank you that was an amazing summer for me (i know it was not for you).

In my darkest night sometimes I think i must move on, Can't be like this forever...now its not a love case again

I'm applying for something that I think against my way of life yea to be a head for some people though I know I can't even lead myself, but like they say,no pain no gain.

In this phase I learn so many thing, like how to control my emotion,how to deal with others,and how to solve an internal conflict without being selfish.

but in here I was blessed with 6 beautiful angels, and 1 wise man, who always understand my condition I was really greatfull to have them in my side even only a few weeks, but you thought me a lot of things that open my eyes to every different thing

but still nothing last forever,

but thank you for the quality time

lets do it again

it was fun,

lets hang out again sometimes,

in a limitless time,

on a countless chance