The Mr.Sunrise...its me

I think I just notice it...or maybe not when Im in a bad mood I always ask someone out to have some coffee with me,and after have a cup of coffee,I always feels better or maybe because I bring the right companion that can make me feel better,well whatever the important thing is Im feeling better.
hey.
these past two days.. i hardly feel a thing.. iono whatsupwiththat.. i cant feel my feet touching the ground, my heart is thumping like a mad horse, i cant even catch up my own beat.. the end is coming, maybe this is a death note.
well, i guess, in the end, we all starts thinkin about the beginning.. it's been great knowing you all, enough despise

"the end of the world is coming
and im going to have unfinished business.

if today be the day that i die,
then tomorrow is just another day i will never see"
hello.

is there anyone there?

is it just me for being small or the universe got so big?
I always think maybe sunrise is better than sunset (not because my name is Fajar(means Dawn)) because I always love to start something but I hate when its already end.